Fear

There are many things I am afraid of, and if i had to pick the top 20 they would be:
1. Being in the dark alone
2. Being up high without anything to keep me from falling
3. Going away to college next year
4. Making the wrong decision
5. Death, not only for myself but mainly of ones i care about
6. Natural disasters
7. Failure
8. Rejection
9. Change, especially when I am perfectly content with the way things are
10. Germs... you can never trust where other people's hands have been!
11. Getting lost in a large crowd
12. Being kidnapped
13. Being in a lot of pain
14. Crossing bridges, I always think they are going to collapse the second i drive over them
15. Lightning
16. Speaking in front of large audiences
17. Taking important exams or tests
18. Dangerous animals
19. Being robbed while I am at work, or being held hostage
20. My future

The one fear that stands out to me the most is being in a tremendous amount of pain. I think the reason for this is the fact that I have never been in a lot of pain before. I have never broken a bone, nor have I gone through a traumatic type of surgery. The fear is not only of pain itself, but what it would feel like. It scares me that I have no idea what I am in for if I were to be put in a painful situation. For now, all I can do is hope I can go the rest of my life without breaking any bones!

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